eheh, sorry! the only thing I bought was the blank hat, they sell canvas hats at Michaels. if you're willing to paint the design and everything. if I had bought it off of etsy or something I would totally direct you to where I got it!!
Oh goodness don't even (I chose to have her leave him there I couldn't bring myself to do it) But yeah this does kinda seem like she's reflecting on her true self and what she did or something..? Maybe? xD